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spring is coming closer each day by now. by the end of the month, we’ll be changing from winter time to summer time. i already see days are getting longer. it’s 5:46pm and the sun is still up. it’s weird. i never really enjoyed the coming of spring. i mean, yes i like a little sun when it’s still chilly but other than that it’s always been scary to me. spring coming means summer’s coming too and i hate summer. this renewal thing, this coming out of your winter nest thing that i see all over the internet, it stresses me out. i feel confortable in my nest and i enjoy it, why would i have to come out of it? i never cared about new years and "new year new me" stuff but spring freaks me out. this year, it feels worse because i feel stuck. my dad’s birthday is also during spring. i hope this year will be more kind to me than last year. i will do my best to enjoy it even if it’s hard.